I haven't seen my kids. I haven't cuddled my husband. I haven't played with my dog.
I'm awake again while everyone else is asleep. And tomorrow, while everyone is awake, I'll struggle to be a nice person. I'll attempt to stay awake. I'll try to be positive and cheerful. I'll try to remember how much I miss them right at this moment... when what I'll really want to do is crawl in my bed and die.
The only good thing about being awake all night is that I get to listen to Jordan's radio show at WHPK 88.5. If you're ever awake on a Monday morning from 2 -4 am, check her out. She has great taste in music. Getting to hear her voice tonight is gonna make up for feeling horrible tomorrow... well mostly.